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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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Northland
Albion
NMU
State...
WHICH
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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Its been a while journal. Tonight i feel lost. Making a desicion for 4 years is a long time. I dont have the commitment.
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I come home in 2 days. Im happy about it. I realized how much Ill miss here. Its werid when your patrents cant parent you and you grow up. Independace. It like it, alot. I dont like how hot it is here though. yucky its so Humid but I will love it for tmorrow is the last day i will be here, wow. When you make a home for yourlself for a year in a whole different country and laungage and culture. When you forget what your old home was like and how to work the washing machine there and silly little things. It makes you smile. When you realized that you have 5 Moms and 4 Dads and 1 Grandpa and 3 Sisters and 2 Brothers and 2 Nieces and 2 Nephews and a few friends in this place, Leaving them sort of gets you down. Things never ever hit me until the last minutes. I guess thats good though. But when you do realize it. Its like a reality check, but im not In reality. Im In Japan. I left home for a year, and now Im going back. Thats reality.
I love my Boyfriend.
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| Time: | 11:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  satisfied. |
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Oh I forgot, I ate raw chiken today with soy sause. yum yum.
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6 days 6 days 6 days woohoo. Pretty excited to go home. Sent 2 boxes home today cost 150 bucks, but Rotary pays good people eh? Friday I had my Rotary meeting. didnt get my ipod, got a pearl necklace that i dont know what to do with, but hey, im grateful for my pearl necklace...sort of. They gave me a ukata too. I like that. Packings nice. like a little relaxing to know theres an end to exchange. I love my Japanese teacher i will miss her. she called from America (shes visiting her son in the states) to make sure if i was okay and there werent any problems here. shes the best.
I miss Marquette. i know its just this small little town with not much too it. But i appriciate it and how lucky we are, just snow. Not typhones no tsunamis no earthquakes and there hasnt been a tornedo in like 20 years. you can leave your house door unlocked and you dont have to worry at night and its nice and pretty and you can see all the stars and i like it. I love yooperisms and i love that i speak with a bigger yooper accent now than before when i live there. And I love being proud of coming from a place that many people dont know about. I love that i live more north than the Canadians here. When you leave something behind you appriciate it more than you ever did before. You lose things, you wont get back, and the things you hold on to only get stronger.
That 1st time driving home, and seeing that yellow house on the corner, knonwing noones inside, may be one of the hardest things i face coming home. but I know therell be someone waiting in my driveway a minute away, and lots of friends to hang out with all the dayts after, and a job waiting to be found, and mornings to wake up early, and ways to be more cheezier than i am right now even though i mean every word.
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last full day of fucking Japanese high school. Something that i wont really be missing. My english club is having a party for me. I will miss them. Just not the way i have to spend 7 hours of a day in the same desk doodding and reading for never ending periods of time. I get my Ukata tonight (like a kimono, only lighter for summer) Im excited.
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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  okay. |
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My boyfriend is a nice one who makes me feel very good. Hes really good at making things better.
I love you.
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10 days. there going by too slow. So yesterday was sports day. I was so worried i was gunna fall like jumping hurdles, but then I fell while i was walking and scrapped up my knee. I am so damn stupid. Pretty excited for this exchange to be over. Get back to life. Get a job. Learn how to do Slope and basic algebra again. Maybe learn how to spell.
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20 Days Left and it feels Really good. Maybe its bad that im so excited to get home. Like my host family is all sad that i only have 20 more days and blah blah blah, but you know what...I cant wait to get home!! Sure, Ill miss Japan and its Japanyness and Flea Marquets and Food and Speaking the langauge. But i sure as hell wont miss school or having like one friend here. You put so much work into you exchange. You go threw so many highs and even more lows. But in the end, its so worth it. But Ive always known there was an end, and in my case i believe i was always looking forward to it. Its like your in this big vague blob for a year, and as soon as you leave the blob and go back to life, everything starts to move again. I am quite sick of living in my damn blob. I cant wait to go home and hang out with Friends and Alex and Whiney and Amy Um Em and everyone else, idk its just good. It hit me today how close i am to making it threw this, and it feels really damn good.
Whats new God the last wks exchange are busy. Friday threw Sunday is this festival in Kanazawa all the Exchangers are going to. That should kick ass but be rather tiring. I think when exchangers get together in large groups its bound to be a greeat loud blob. Then Sunday threw Tuesday Im off to the World Expo! Yippee. Wensdays sports day at school, then Thursdays a holiday. Then its just more boring things about how i will be busy. Ten its the 26th and i come home!!
Dont get me wrong, Ill miss Japan, but i cant wait to be back home with friends again.
I love you boy.
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Today we ran a Kilometer and a half, I feel like death. Japanese girls run fast. Nothings new, changed host families, live in a Buddist Temple. I feel so sick blahhhh. Come home in 47 days. Thats pretty neat. School sucks. I have to give a speech on Sunday to really inportant Rotary people. Thats Lame. Im going to the world fair in June. That should be neat.
I love you boy
愛してるよ
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| Time: | 6:48 pm. |
| Mood: |  chipper. | | Music: | Secondhand Stories. |
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China is So Pissed at Japan.
My day was lame.
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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Its funny To look out the window. Im in Japan, thats weird. I guess thats something i havent gotten over. Most of the time its normal, but sometimes i get my brain going and zone out come back and oh No youre still in Japan. Its silly like that i guess. Down to 2 months. As much as I cant wait to come home, I cant wait to finish high school, I still wanna be here. I wanna rome the Free Marquets on a Sunday morning and laugh at the way japanese people go out of there way to do something (Like if it starts to rain and there walking with grocerys theyd set the groceries down open there purse dig for the umbrella find it try to open it then pick there stuff up and walk to there house wich is like 20 feet away) (saw that one today). Japan makes me laugh. Its like your free for a year then sent back to Jail of Parents and school. Then free again. silly world, dumb me for not going on exchange Senior year. Ive pointed my finger on what i want to go to college for...Social Relations Major with an Asian Studies Minor and an emphasis on Japanese and Chinese...something like that. unless Esparonto gets anywhere soon, English and Chinese will be the two most important languages on this planet, I wanna know um Both. Anyway you sill people dont care about that stuff. Things here are good. It was really windy My host mom let me skip school today to go to the Spa. I have to learn how to spell and speak english again. Seriously.
I love you boy
PS Me and My boy have been together a year as of last Monday : )
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| Time: | 3:39 pm. |
| Mood: |  exhausted. | | Music: | cars and children playing. |
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Sorry i havent updated this in a while. idk nothing exciting happens. Went to Toyko last month. Went to Osaka and Hiroshima last week. Schopol started again today. That sucks. Japanese school Sucks. Poor kids. Coming home soon another 2 and a half months. im pretty excited to come home, stuff heres nice, but i just wanna come home, cause im bored here. No real friends and all. Sorta lame, but alright i guess, lets you figure out how to really be yourslef and not care about little things that are not important to you. Its really really nice out today. like 15 degrees idk what tha is in Farengieght like 60ish. School new class half the same ppl and same teacher, based on everyones course major...Im in the english major hehe. my other friends are in enviormental Scince. : ( oh well. only 2 more months.
Ive fallen in love with the Japanese store Book off. it sells in perfect condition CDs and books. bought a couple Smashing Pumpkins CDs and i love them way to much, and theres no cheap Radiohead at the 2 in Toyama so ill have to get someone to drive me somewhere else hopefully. I really wanna go to Lollapalooza...but im such a fuckup like the cheap 2 day passes sold out in 80 minutes. I wont end up going, but ill try really hard. Rotary meeting in an hour, have to give a speech. Thats Lame. They gave me 250 bucks for my Osaka trip, so i guess the speeches okay. i have Nsyncs Bye Bye Bye stuck in my head. idk why. thats just weird.
I love you boy
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Its funny to be away for long periods of time. I miss Marquette so much somedays, but i dont wanna o back there right now, like, who wants to goback too all thatsnow anyway hehe. My flights confirmed. Im leaving at 8 AM on the 26th of June and Ill be home at 5 PM on the 26th. The lonest day of my life, literally. Im excited for it. Like its wieird cause time slows down when you wait for something. Its weird, the mind. Oh nothins happening here.
Im off school for more than a month hehe. What to do with the time... a lot of nothing cause ill be broke very soon. Im going to Tokyo on Friday! Im so excited for it. MyJapanese toutors like, hey lets go to Tokyo next week, so i was like okay, and i called my rentsand theyere gunna ive me the ticket moneysoit is all well. Then ill shop, od i love shopping here, Tokyo must be amazin. my hostfamily asked me what iwanted to seein tokyo...my answer...ohh nothing really, justwantto shop a lot. Like what isthere to see inTokyo, its just about being overwhelmed by ppl and buildings, touristy shit pisses me off, i just dontwant to this trip. On April 2nd all the exchange students are headed to Osaka Kobe and Hiroshima. Too bad i saw everythin in Osaka were gunna see lol oh well, 2 times is nice. Weregoing to the Atomic Bomb Muesem in Hiroshima, I know im unna just cry for a while after that. Its sohard, in Japan sometimes, they talk about theAtomic bombs and you feel this huge wieht of guilt apon your shoulders. But that trip should befun, Im going to be so poor these next months though. Osaka is by far the most amazing City ive been to, I cant wait for Tokyo.
My Japanese is nice. My rotary clubis making me doa live broadcast on the radio for 15minutes... I am so worried about it. Like i understand Japansese but i sound stupid when i say it, and what if you dont understand aword live on the radio. od,I dont want to do it so bad i could scream, but i do the japsnese thing and thank them for giving me the oppertunity and say im excited. od Japasnese ppl. Its like when youeat food and you hate something you say its good. then you etit next week too. Cant win with the Japansese culture. The radio will be hard cause ill have to speak in Polite Japsnese and well, I speak casual Japanses 98% of the time, and Politeforms are alot different. Gah.
Friday is Graduation, yay i become a 2nd year and get a different color ribbon ; ). My schools really lame. Then im off well they have school, but im done till the 10th of April.
Things i could really use...
My boyfriends back massages
Money
Vangos Turkey Gyero
I love you very very much goose.
PS keys to readin this... The space bar P and G keys often do not work...gam batte kudasai
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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| Subject: | いいじゃない？ |
| Time: | 8:06 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. | | Music: | Im In the mood for dancing. |
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Oh silly Journal. Hmm, I havent written in this for a while. Nothing happens in my life, I think its more boring here than in Marquette. Japan isnt a place for exchange students, well Toyama isnt, well my school in Toyama isnt. Not that my exchange sucks, it just not...well, the really cool exchanges people talk about having. Maybe thats my fault, idk. I do what i can to make it fun. Japan is serious though, Like no skipping school and no anything, Its just Japan. Idk I guess I cant really explian, well i could but its not like you care to know. Its just rather lame for an exchange i think. But its taken me so long to realize there is no good exchange student thing to do.Like if you dont wanna hang out with peole,its your choice, itsyour exchange. Thats taken a while to realize. Like idk its relieving to not mind anymore. Okay... Anyway,
Nothing has happened. I finnished 2 books today. Bushwhaked, which made my brain and mind so sick of the Bushies, and there band of Flying Monkeys headed by Ari Fliesher and dont forget the Wicked witch Carl Rove, I wanted to vomit. I also finnished Animal Farm by George Orwell. That book was really good, it also made me dispies things that are replaying in a corprate economic sceam of the `fairytales` two main Pigs, Napolean and Snowball as Hitler and Stalin. Now Im on to a new book to throw up after! hehe, Fast Food Nation. I just finnieshed the Intro and Im so excited for it. Yeah, thats how lame i am, I get excited for books about how fat Americans are, just to prove Japanese people right.
Japans such an interesting place, Its funny cause things come so normal to me here now. Like the Random English everywhere thatmakes no sence, and the Pooh and Mickey and Miney obesssion 17 year old girls have. Japan is a society based around its love for American Popculture. Which makes this weird Japanese popculture of love for Flannel, mismatched clothes, and Converse All Stars. Mixed with Karaoke, the obession of Cell phones, and school uniforms. Ido not know if life would go on without Manga eye drops to stay awake and wet towles to whipe your hands defore dinner. Some things are just so Japanese.
I love you goose.
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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:39 pm. |
| Mood: |  curious. | | Music: | English on TV and this japanese person that cant speak it. |
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Where does your Lap go when you stand up?
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
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I hate when you get into moods where you justfeel down. Im sure we all do though. I got out of school early today to meet the Aussies. Therers 5 and there all very cool. Hilary went to, she was excited cause one of them listens to the japanese bands she does. There all really coool though. I think i said stupid things though andd i feel really bad now. Cuase like when i refer to eole that arnt Japanese i say white people, no matter if your white black or of Asian decent, but like you dont know that if you dont know me, so i started talking and theres a Chinese Aunstsilian here. I dont know i felt so bad after it. But i never nottice I say it. Eh, I dont think he noticed or cared, but i hoe he does think im racist or somthing. I feel so bad lol idk what to do, im sure he wont even remeber cause theyve been here for 2 days and r super Jetlagged. God its so weird cause that was me 5 months ago. Its just weird like I can understand Japanese, and I can translate for them, I dont know, i just felt really good. Then I came home and eh, Idk. I have nothing to look forward to Anymore like just school, nothing exciting will happen for months. Thats how i get through a week here, with something to look forward to, but theres nothing. Sorry this isa rather stuid entryof me ranting. Hell Im in Japan, Im so lucky...
Anyway. I thinkmyhost sister and mom are fighting, theylike never yell cause there Japanese but they are, lol, they both appologized to me for fighting, Sill pepole. I think id be a bad host familyin America cause were always yelling at my house.
Did you know theres a city called Matsy in Belarus, I want to go there, its on themapnext to the comuter. I want to go just tosay ive been to Matsy, get a Matsy Tshirt. Matsy looks like a fine place, Im really hoping to go there, What dothey speak in Belarus? Russian? probobly. I wanna go on exchagane in Belarus. I wionder if they hate America? Probobly. Ill go Anyway, say Im Canadain.
Im really pupmed about the 24 /7 Pancake house in Marquette, I cant wait to sneakout and eat there at 3 AM. mmm Pankakes...
Well Sorry Im so lame at journal entries.
I love you boy
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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My grandma died one week ago today. Its been prsetty, hard, I have no where to put my emotions and I feel so trapped. If i dont think about it, like anything else Im fine withit, but sometimes itjusthits hard. Mygrandma was the claset person in my family to me. Okayim making myselfcry so ill change the subject,anyway,So todayIhungout withhilary for the night. Somehow i managed to spend 75 dollars...how the hell does that happen I dont know! Like We go to one of the shopping places and I walk around a while without buying a thing...then we go and get drink and a cookie and the money starts rolling...
Aunt Stellas Iced Coffee(thats whatits called in Japanese too hehe) and a cookie... 5.25
Then I went and bought the cutest shirt that was 70 onsalefor 10and this sweater ive been eyeing(it was my Bdaypresnt). 30
Then down toget me and Hillarys frenchfreis...they didnt have..so we had to getsomething, ice cream...5
Then i boughtasweaterfor undermy unifor...which eneded up being a sweater vest but i didnt know untillafter i bought itcause i wasstupoid and didnt check...7.80
Then we finally went for dinner. Got a REAL Hamburger, and a rasberry soda..17.00
Then bought a CD...7
Then a book...7
Ohplus i paid my Cell bill.only 60 this time i was so excited. Next cell bill...I fear, Ihave 190 dollars saved now...for fear of it.
Yeah...money tends to Add up. Then i messed up the bus fair and the us guywas like pissed cause i think he thought i did it onpurpose, and i neverknew theycould check how much youput in, cause me and hilary aslways short change them. hehe. But they know!. Theyjust dont say anythig cause were Forengers. Then before i went home these drunk old guys took a pictureof Hilary andI,and we screamed theere Pervert boys(Hentai in Jpanaese) at them. It was funny. Im so cold. Japaese houses dont have insalation, just likelittle spaceheaters, and the onein thisroom isnt on, Imso excited to getto my room, its all toasty, cause therestof the house is the same tempature as outside. Okay well thats all. I could type alot but i dont want to.
I love you boy, Thank you for everything.
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Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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01. Cried: A lot
02. Bought something: yes, afew things. Im making a scrapbook of my time here cause i have nothing better todo so stuff for that
03. Gotten sick: My tummy hurts right now
04. Sang: yesh
05. Eaten: Alot
06. Been kissed: If you count thewords Muah througha cell phone txt then yes. hehe
07. Felt stupid: tends to happen alot when you cant fully speak a languge
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no, If i love someone I tell them.
09. Met someone new: um no for once!
10. Talk to an ex: no
12. Missed an ex: no
13. Left the house: Not today, but yesterday
14. Had a serious talk: yes, with my parents
15. Missed someone: Alex and my Grandma
16. Hugged someone: People in Japan dont hug, I hugged my teddy bear.
17. Fought with your parents: nope
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: everynight
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: Japanese? um Mami chan or Minami chan (I guess notreally, all they do is study so no). American...Hmm, i dont have onlyone... Amy Em Um Sall Whiney
02. Best guy friend: Alex
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Alex
04. If no, current hookin up partner: no
05. Hobbies: Music, TV, studying, Researching for my Camera right now.
06. Cell: Yes its small and cute and cost me 50 bucks
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: umm thats a changing thing by the minute
08. What type automobile do you drive: Driving is scary.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: I dont want to drive.. maybe a Vespa motor scooter hehe.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: with my boyfriend.
12. Do you have a job: thats against rotary rules
13. Do you attend church: I saw a whiteold ladynun walking down the street one day.
14. Do you like being around people: Sometimes
Im not having a very good day. Trying very hard tosleep through it but when i go in my room I justcry, So if i watch TV or sit on the computer thats better. My Grandma has cancer, we found out bout 2 months ago. My parnts just told me on the phone that basically my grandmas gunna die, soon. She took a turn for the worst after christmas . And If you know me,you know how my grandma means the world to me. Idk what to do. She wouldnt want me to come home. I think itd be better to stay here anyway. Its hard. My grandma and I spent almost everyday after school since i was 4 untill 16 together. Shes like my mom she taught me so many things. Im so lucky I had her for back then. God, my grandma is such an amazing woman. Basically,the last time i will ever get to talk to her was Christmas Eve. Never take for grandted the people you have in your life. Learn as much from them as you can. I always feel like Half of my personallity is my Grandmas. I will always have that. She will always be in my mind. Her and her crazy words and "Ma Hunny"s.
I love you Grandma.
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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67,000 peole... And America gave 35 Million dollars. Thats sad ourgovernmentis that stingy.
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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Tsumanmis are something uncomprehencable. a level 9 earthquake near Indonesia's Sumatra island caused one of the worlds biggest disaters. I cant even begin to comprehend whathappened to theworld. more than 26,000 are dead. India Shi Lanka Thialand the Maldives. Some of the islands in the Maldives are now underwater. Thousands of peopleare still missing. And thousands are injured. For a moment the entire islands ofthe Maldives disapeared from the earth. The death Count isnt over. With the ocean sweeping over nations there is scarce safe water. Thousands of bodies lay in the middle of the street. Disease is almost inevitable. Thisis the power ofmore than 1 million Atomic bombs.
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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And so this is Christmas
And what have we done?
Another year over
And you've just begun
And so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
Your near and your dear ones
Your old and your young
And so Merry Christmas
And a Happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one without any fear
And so this is Christmas
The weak and the strong
The rich and the poor ones
Have waited so long
And so Merry Christmas
And a Happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one without any fear
So Merry Christmas
And Happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one without any fear
War is over if you want it
War is over if you want it
War is over if you want it
War is over if you want it
I wasat school till like noon today. I had to clean the bath room for an hour. It was smelly. No fun. Then we had the ceremony and everyone gottheir reortcard and we wenthome. Yay! No school till January 11th. Good deal i think. I lovethatsong. John Lennon.
I love you boy.
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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Its funny when you read through old Journal entries. Or listen to music you havent in a while.It brings back so manymemories. Likeihear a song and i can think of whati was doing a time i heard it. Maybe its causeim sofar from home and you dont see the things youremeber in front of you. Me and Alex have been together for 8 months! Wow, that wonderful. Im such a lucky person to get him! He got my package and my rents gottheirs that is good stuff.As of todayi have been in Japan for 4 months. Doesnt seem like that.It makes me laugh. Hm I dont really have much more to say than that. Chirstmas is gunna be a lot defferent than normal. Its funny like the japanese take the most random things fromchritmas.
The chritmas tree
Christmas Present
Christmas Cake (thats Japanese)The cake can only be round
Candle Lighting Ceremony...? Tell you how thatgoes when i do it.
Santa
Thats about it. Chances are 1 in 20 Japanese students know that Christmas is because of Jesuss birth, but they celebrate christmas.
Silly people eh?
My host momtold me about her dream it made me laugh for a while. She said i had a thing of Califlower and was like What do we do with this. And she said Oh Califlower and took and and was like what do we do with this. Tha made me laugh.
In Japan people wear the SARS masks when theyhave colds aor anything like that. All the exchange student refuse to wear "the mask" Theyhave ones withlike Pooh and Mickey on them. Lucky my host family didnt make me wear "the Mask backwheni had a cold. Allana almost had to wear it.
So when i was thinking about when i wantedto come home i was like well i wanna be home for 4th of July...my tentative flight is for July 5th haha. Im gunna change it though, but thatsa silly thing. Irony is amusing.
So its funny when yougoonexchange youdontlearn anything for a year except and language and culture. Ive forgotten how to spellso manywords. And dont remeber math from last year, or anything. Its kind of sad, not really though...but next years just gunna blow school wise. I feel stupid but its okaycause i know we celebrate chritmas cause baby jesus was born.
i love you more than i have ever found a way to say to you
I love you boy.
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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Fairy tales, your love will be like an imaginary
story, you love to love, you believe you have
only one soul mate is waiting for you some
where in this world and you are sure you will
find them one day, and when you do you will
make them the happiest in the whole world.
Where will you find love?
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Lifes going good here. Got some packages fromhome. Got 4 new CDs, and 3 books, im one hell of a happy camper. What else ohhwe have half days till the 22nd then break till the 10th yippee. Im such abusybee for the next two weeks 23 24 25 allchritmas parties 26 27 rotary thing 30 31 1 2 going to Osaka! busy busy busy. Thats good though I am happy about it.So i have 67 in my bank account and 10 inmy wallet...so poor as an exchange student.I love my Boyfriend verymuch. As of Saturdayitis8 noths. thats along timeone more month and i could have had a baby inthattime! jk. Thats pretty neat though I think.
I love you boy.
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | ROAR. |
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I didnt get an email today, not even one from the junk people. Anywaymy day was alright,somepartswere good others not im gunna do that plus minus thing everyone does. Ive never done it be for...hajimete!
- I had to go to school today
+ Everyone wanted to talk to me
+ Turned outtobe a half day
- Host mom wasnt home
- Locked outofthehouse for thee hours (my Host Sister finnised school and had a key!
+ Got my cell phone bill, only 70!! (last time it was 140)
+ Sent Alexs Package
+ Gotta set of keys
+ Went out to a mini dinner with my host mom and sister
+ they make me laugh really hard
+ the rest of the week is half days!
- Tomorrow ihave an English test at 335 so Ihave nothing to do for 4 hours.
+ Im going to Osaka soon
+ Im going to 3 christmas Parties
+ Im Happy!
Today was good Like I didnt mind being locked out, it was justreally cold. I talked tothe mail man and some lady that brought my cell phone bill. She was like Isnt this a cold place tobe sitting? I was like yeah, a little eh? My host sister and mom are so funny. I love it Ahhh! I love my host family. Im so happy iget2 more months here, ususally its only 2 mnths but this one is 4 yiippee! Okaywell Im really happy but reallytired cause whenyousit inthecold for 3 hours it makes you tired, weird silly things. I cant seak english anymore, like i cant spell anything and I forget big words. I cant speak Japanese either...languagless, Japlish as we call it.
I love you boy.
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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I really like this backroun. Itsone ofthe reasons Japan is soamusing.Most ofthe Characters of Anpanman are made of like a bread thing There is a toast character and Currypanman pan in Japanese is the same as spanish and means bread. Japan is a silly place. please enjoy the birth of Anpanman. The english ismore amusing than the japanese.
I love you boy.
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